Currently trying to relax my body and my mind as I sip my favorite cup of coffee from Coffee Bean.  To those who say Starbucks is better, I challenge that statement.  Coffee Bean’s homely feel and bolder taste make you cherish the coffee, not the sugar.  I say Starbucks is for noobs, Coffee Bean is for the real coffee lover.  Or caffeine lover.  Whichever may prove to be applicable to you.

I’ve been with this little guy for the past three RLEs already.  It’s quite funny how it rejuvenates me.  Like right now.  I was just out shopping, or doing my last minute shopping that is, and we still ended up here.  I realized I haven’t started on my presentation yet, which by the way is due tomorrow.  Then, after a swig of their mocha latte and fifteen minutes later, I am done.  Of course it’s not as perfect, but that’s what the mornings are there for — proofreading. :)

I know it’s wrong to attribute such to the power of caffeine.  One way or another, my mind had something to do with that.  But right now, I can’t help but put a little faith on outside energies to help me get what I want, or at least achieve the ones I want to.  There are so many stresses in my life right now, and it couldn’t have come at a worse time like the year end.  I just hope I survive it better than I should.  I just have to keep reminding myself of the instances that brought me here, and how significant they are, in spite of the pain they inflicted upon me.

Well, it’s emo time again, and I hate it when that time comes.  It just reminds me of my impending doom — growing old.  The drama comes with the age I guess.  I mean, there can’t be any other explanation as to why you suddenly start contemplating the repercussions of your life choices.  There is no other indication that you are indeed becoming more aware of how your decisions affect your status.  You are, or rather I am, growing old.

I just hope that wisdom comes in a warm coffee cup too.