So there are just too many financials in my life right now.  I am still having a hard time believing that all the maths I have constantly avoided over the years would eventually become the same maths that will assist me in completing my one and only goal for the year:  to finish this management program.  I think I am catching up well; I got to compute a lot and study a lot.  The professor on risk assessment was right; it was a real eye-opener.  What I am having a lot of problems with though is how to connect the numbers.  I can’t seem to create a story that relates to them, a story that would eventually spell out financial disaster in graphs.  

And I can’t accept the fact that I can’t create a story.  If there’s something that I can be continuously proud of, it’s my ability to create something out of nothing.  It’s a completely romantic idea, and to be frank, not everyone appreciates it as much as I wanted them too.  But who am I to impose my stylings as the kind that they’ll adore?  Anyway, that’s what irritated me constantly.  I still can’t grasp the faculty of words they use to describe these numbers.

And I don’t like it one bit.