My first love turns 25

And it’s true.  I think most people won’t find that surprising, but every time I get drunk, teary and emotional and in the middle of a made-up/for-real crisis, I always say that Marga is my first love.  I grew up with her.  I was immature with her.

But I think the past year had made her wiser than me.  After all, she’s a mother now.

But that’s the new Marga.  What I can clearly recall is the old Marga.  Or rather, the young.  The one who loves putting flowers in people’s hair.

I think she was the one who convinced me to stuff my breasts.

She also told me to jump.  And bravely at that.  I think it’s because she’s so used to it.  Hahaha.

I don’t think she was ever hesitant or scared that she might fall or get hurt.  I think we’ve made a pact to always be the first to each other’s aid when we get in trouble.

We dressed up together, got pretty together, cooky together.  I pretty much did everything with her.

We slept together, woke up together, got wasted together.

I pretty much cannot imagine how my life would be like without her.  She’s smart, strong, and stunning.  Prolly the only S’s you will need in a woman.  I’ve always known she’s all these… I think it’s about time she knows it too.

Happy birthday, Love. :)  You know I’m here for you always.

Carousel

Remember when we went to Enchanted Kingdom with my brothers and cousins and we saw this big carousel?  I so wanted to ride it; in my head, every girl is pretty when riding a carousel.

And you said, you’ll go with me.  And you did.  And it was perfect.  Best carousel ride ever.

 

Never said too late, too soon

Sometimes, it gets lonely.  Especially when I realize all I ever really want to be is with you.  Especially when I sense that you find this as an exaggeration.  Because there really are days — long, winding unending days — that I’d rather spend with you.  And even though our differences sometimes find a way to overwhelm us, we still laugh as loud as we can.  And I miss that kind of companionship.  Because I know I cannot and will not get it from anyone else.  Because I know that it will never be the same with anyone else.

Because I have always known, always felt, always believed that this kind of euphoria only happens when you bury your face in my hair, call me beautiful and murmur the words I only want to hear from you.

I live for your words.

And I know I am changed.  Forever.  And I would never want to be changed back.

Reunited

I think the last time Dylan saw Chuchi was on her baptism day.  Now that he’s nearing freedom and restarting, there’s no better way than to cuddle with this little lady.

Ah, my favorite people. :)

Things I hold on to

Yes, this is another Harry Potter post.  No, I am still not over it.

I still wish they’re together for real.


Gotta love fan fiction.

I held my breath for this one.
I wish I went to Orlando when the cast went on the rides with kids!

Must consider all contributing factors.

PLEASE BE TOGETHER FOR REAL!!!!

And I just died right there.  Hahaha!