i know that i am patient when it comes to my friends.  sometimes, they call me their shock absorber.  they can practically tell me anything and everything that goes on in their life.  i think they like telling me all these because i don’t say much.  i just shut up.  really.  a girl with three active blogs does know how to shut up.  i guess they like how i just listen and nod every now and then to show them that i understand them

to be honest, i don’t believe them half the time.  i mean, especially when they take a stand against their parents.  or when they miss a deadline.  or when they’re rushing to finish a project.  or when another friend ticks them off.  but still, i sit down, i look at them, and i listen to them.

but sometimes, i don’t get the point of them telling me all that.  to be frank, i too get tired of listening.  i have problems of my own.  and sometimes, i keep them to myself because telling them all about it doesn’t make the problem easier. 

so what am i trying to say?

shut the fuck up.  stop barking in my ear.  do something about it.  if you planned for the worst, you won’t be in this position.  if you were more careful, you won’t lose your phone.  she’s your mom; talk to her!  why ask me what you should say to her?  she’s soooooo freaking yours!  maybe i’m being a bitch right now, but i’m so damn human and i get tired too!  don’t i have that same right to complain?  so stop telling me all that!!!!! DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!! IT’S YOUR FUCKING LIFE!!! I CAN ONLY LISTEN!  THAT’S ALL I CAN DO!!!!!!!! SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND PATCH IT ON YOUR OWN!!!!

GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!