On our way to visit Lola, our car broke down along Coastal Road. It was quite depressing considering how desserted that place can be. The entrance and the exit ways are just too far from each other. My brothers had to remove the tires and carry them to the nearest gas station for vulcanizing. Then, I was left in the van alone with my smoking dad…. and I looked out the window.
Maybe this place isn’t so desserted after all.
Sometimes, it gets lonely. Especially when I realize all I ever really want to be is with you. Especially when I sense that you find this as an exaggeration. Because there really are days — long, winding unending days — that I’d rather spend with you. And even though our differences sometimes find a way to overwhelm us, we still laugh as loud as we can. And I miss that kind of companionship. Because I know I cannot and will not get it from anyone else. Because I know that it will never be the same with anyone else.
Because I have always known, always felt, always believed that this kind of euphoria only happens when you bury your face in my hair, call me beautiful and murmur the words I only want to hear from you.
I live for your words.
And I know I am changed. Forever. And I would never want to be changed back.
Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn’t let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can’t outrun it and life always makes more.
Oh craaap. I miss this series.
This just made me laugh out loud. Literally. So yeah, reblog if you’re part of the 1%.
(Random blogs pop out each time there’s a storm on a long weekend.)
I think the last time Dylan saw Chuchi was on her baptism day. Now that he’s nearing freedom and restarting, there’s no better way than to cuddle with this little lady.
Ah, my favorite people. :)
the salt of your skin 