Okay, so I know I just restarted with the photography classes and all, but as we finish our basic course on Saturday, I kind of felt guilty for letting the blog become inactive again.

Remember the first homework?  Well, I got best photo.  Here it is:

I remember the next instructor encouraging us to get out of the city more.  The best images are not to be captured here, and she’s right.  Here, we only have flies for macro shots.  Hahaha.

But frankly speaking though, I haven’t really been true to the promise I’ve made when I said I am going to commune with nature more.  The days are just longer and harder to live through, and the process of moving on is taking longer than expected.

Or maybe I’m just impatient.

And it’s not like I’m not blessed.  I am filled with so much love from people I least expected.  It’s quite humbling actually.  I just wish I don’t have to draw so much from them just to keep my feet grounded, my knees steady.

I miss him every day.  I love him every day.  I wish I can share these with him because I know he’d be proud of me.

I guess he’d have to be proud of me from afar.