Three months into the year and I can barely keep my only goal.
S: 1.625 * 1.25
R: 1.25 * 1.25
Am I in trouble or what.
The day didn’t end quite happily as I thought it would. Not only did Tiger started becoming emo again (please don’t be upset anymore, your pimples might worsen, sige ka) and basically looked right through me after a joke that didn’t even originate from my end (don’t be upset already, you’ll grow older faster
though I know it would be to your advantage since you want to appear older already), but I also heard from a friend that they won’t release Module 400 grades till after the final exams for Module 500.
Sa totoo lang, umiikot na ang pwet ko. Hindi ko alam kung tama ba tong computation ko, o likas lang talaga akong morbid. Minsan lang naman kasi ako may magustuhan ng ganito. Si Dylan lang yata ang nagustuhan ko ng ganito eh. Ayoko talaga matanggal, pero talagang kitang kita sa numbers eh. I have nowhere to go but there. That awkward little circle of barely-hanging-on and nearly-letting-go. And I hate that kind of limbo. Hindi ko naman subok-akalain na darating ako sa ganitong point na ganito kaaga. And I do not like this point at all.
Jerome said I should stop thinking about it so much since it’s derailing my concentration. But it’s already out there. It’s like an open bar of chocolate; it’s inviting you, so pick on it. There’s no use resisting it. You know you’re headed in that direction anyway.
I don’t want to exit from this program. I love studying. I love learning (even if I have to struggle to stay awake by gulping three cups of coffee almost simultaneously). I love my friends. I love being there. I can’t imagine being there.
Damn it. I better cough up the pity pill. Where’s a bottle of beer when I need one? Oh yeah. In the store. The one I just passed by. Because I decided to work out. Because I need to lose the weight. Because I no longer fit into my pants. Because I put on 2 more inches.
Great. What a fugly way to start the week.
Don’t be upset already, Tiger. You should spend as much time as you can to be happy (look who’s talking). Sayang oras.