Okay, so apart from indulging in oh so good poetry in the past month, I have been making food changes and incorporating workout in my daily routine. I’m quite happy about it actually. I sleep better, I feel better and my energy is very well spaced. I don’t feel the need to nap in afternoons and I have been craving less sugar. I feel like making a success kid meme out of this. Hahaha.
Yesterday was my first weigh in and sad to say, I gained a full 5 lbs! They say it might be the muscle build up but I don’t know. It’s almost demoralizing, knowing the lengths I went through to take care of this thing.
I am now actually worried. My brother’s wedding is at the end of the year. Le Beau wants me to try to visit him in August. I am due for another tattoo in June. I can’t have rolls of fat all over me. That’s just not pretty.
I saw this unpopular opinion on 9Gag over the weekend. It read, “real men love curves, not rolls of fat.” And that’s just it. I have rolls of fat. Hahaha. It’s funny that it’s not.
Maybe I should manage this better, or add more cardio, or eat better. I am now looking for rice substitutes. Has anyone ever tried cauliflower rice? How was it for you?
Being Asian and not having rice… ugh. Can you feel my heart breaking?